Not a very gd run; nv felt this way before ):
Will train harder sighh.
it's all coming back... go away, please.

p/s thankies lots for waking up and being there and all :)

I want to know what colour of paint is on your bedroom walls. I want to know whether you cross your legs when you watch your favourite show. I want to know what your fingers would feel like in mine. I want to know what your hair looks like when you wake up in the morning. I want to know what books made you cry. I want to know your favourite architect. I want to know how hard you can hug. But most of all I want to know if you want to know the same things about me.

"know your limits to last the distance."

I stare up at the stars
I wonder just where you are
You feel a million miles away
Was it something I said
or something I never did


Yayyyys bought new stuff while shopping with mumi today! And co-incidentally hewy was working there too! hahah saw her new hairstyle :D cuteeee!
Legs and butt are aching from ytd's class :x
STRETCHHHHHH 

Breakfast with omelette and muffins to start the day :) mumi gobbled it down hahah
Now I really wish to have a dream kitchen in future that's well-furnished, clean and spacious enough to do all the baking and cooking in! 

meanwhile, work on fondants. Pretty tough, it seems. :/
Oh and ebfff we must bake when you're back pls! :))) <3


1519
=)

 crap. just crap. :((

 ugcccc is finally over! yays what a relief for everyone :)
Holidays aren't really holidays till May, but i'm definitely looking forward to suki buffet, cooking at hewy's, AdRace, moviesss and The Line! :D 
WHEEES

 That was the last straw. 

Too broken to say anything,
too tired to go on.

If you think something doesn't make sense, would you still read it or listen to it/him/her?
I'm sorry but I don't understand; I just don't.









just shut up, debbie

</3

Beach Fiesta at Tanjong Beach was a blast! :D
That, however, caused me to miss council meeting and ballet :((( and yea tt photo wldn't have me in it! sheesh.
was caught in between staying for quarter finals and ballet, but figured i couldn't leave the team.
And i had no regrets staying! Though in the end we lost 7-8 to the super strong team who had extremely aggressive girls whose arms never fail to block the ball from us, we still had alot of fun :D
After which, we just swam in the waters and sat around, admiring the beautiful, captivating sunset with fluffy cotton-candy-skies.

It's such meaningful and fun-filled activities that bring me back to life and back to who I really am. debbie was happy, once again. (:


Like the current, you're just like the waves that seem to bring me away from where we were supposed to be headed.
It's just sad, isn't it? I'm starting to lose my way.

I finally know how you felt then.
The familiarity of it all- I should've known.
This is really a challenge.
Sometimes, I can't help but feel that way.

I'm sorry I used that tone again.
:/



oh no, i think it's time to go for an eye check soon ):
things are getting more blurry; or is it just my vision?

I want to run away.
And strangely, this sounds pretty familiar.

"shit week" is so uncalled for.
Essay.
225 assignment.
207 test.
217 test.
225 test.
UGC presentation.

NOOOO tell me it'll all be over soon.


On another note, I'm so glad I'm back to training! :D
red sore painful track marks.

ebf! GET WELL SOON! <3

Been sneezing and sniffing since the night before. Nose was leaking like a tap during ugc and coms ytd booey :( Fortunately i survived tuition. It's a joy teaching him actually.

Today's driving lesson was scary! A near-accident; almost collided into this big fat lorry that turned outta nowhere. but the scary part was when the lorry driver and my instructor started yelling at each other, both insisting their right of way. HMMM, i could almost turn this into smth com-related urghh. :/

Yes wanchingggg i saw you! hahah but yea i can't make it on fridays :( Go on another day pls! And hmmm ahem yc.. tell me more abt it okay! :D

Thanks for picking me up after my driving lesson, just when i needed you most. =)
pasta <3!

Even with the scorching blistering sun shining this afternoon, the party went on. "Well, at least it's better than rain!" exclaimed dear gladys. I agree. :) Even if it meant walking for a whole thirty minutes in the park aimlessly going round in circles, everyone still made it. YAYYS glad so many of us turned up... with food! From sushi and chicken wings to potato salad and mango pudding, it was a fantastic spread. Timing was close to perfection, thanks to squishy!
Glad hawee enjoyed her day with the trees, flowers, orchids, swans... and oh, us! :DDD I guess what i liked most about today were the stronger bonds formed with new friends through this little surprise party. It felt really nice, having the surrounding area to ourselves, far away from the scrutiny of the public. I discovered alot more from this other group of friends whom I never got a chance to communicate with, and was really glad I did. Joyous occasion. :)

"Trees and rings have thicker branches
kids' shoes get a little tighter;
Every year we're getting closer to who we're gonna be
It's time to celebrate the story of how you've come to be."

Happy twentieth birthday, my friend. <3

First memorable supper with marfeen! which I enjoyed every second. Endless meaningful conversations; adventurous walk; satisfied cravings (of peanut butter!); the usual jokes followed by lighthearted laughter, and countless genuine smiles. fattening, yes.

But it's all worth it, no? (: